Hey everybody! I am finally back after a super long hiatus. I haven't posted anything in about 7-8 months (eek).
Life has been pretty hard for me lately, especially since this fall I was juggling marching band, and during the school day I have been suffering through AP WORLD HISTORY. I kind of had a really hard time keeping up with my preforming quality for band and even my academic quality.
I kind of hit a bump in the road and I just felt like I didn't know what I was doing with my life. I wasn't doing anything to help myself and I felt like I just wanted to crawl out of my skin because of how much stress had piled up.
The stress of life really created an "I want to do stuff, but ya know whats the use" kind of feeling. During that whole time I stopped drawing completely, I stopped doing things I loved and I honestly came home after school, sat got on the computer and started looking up "fun things to do". I kept thinking, "What is this doing to help?". And you want to know what it was doing? Absolutely nothing. I couldn't find any "light" in anything I did. I constantly complained about things, no matter how stupid it was, and even worse, I tried to avoid people as much as possible.
When Christmas break came along, within the the first week I had that feeling that I needed to be doing work again, work that didn't even exist. When Christmas day finally rolled in, it reminded me of how fun life can be. I mean look at all of the things to be grateful for. I have a family who loves me, a home, an education, and super great friends. I mean come on, think about it! This is another day of LIVING! I decided that I need to get myself together and make the best of my life. You have to take control of your life, because in the end it's all up to you how you live it.~
So glad to be back in the art community,